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Betrayal​

Bismillah. Narrated Ibn Abbas (Radia Allaahu ‘anhu) that the Prophet (salla Allaahu ‘alaihi wa sallam) said: “….. Seventy thousand (of this nation) shall enter Paradise without reckoning, and he said (describing them): ‘Those people are those who do not (ask … Continue reading

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When you’re terrified of these unpredictable emotions …

Bismillah. So, it’s finally her wedding. My cousin’s. Finally, not because she’s old. No, she’s in her very early twenties. Finally, because the planning has been going on for an year. I’m sitting here with my cute little nieces. And … Continue reading

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A blurred world 

Empty numb drought, Then drops,  One after another, Transforming, Into rivers, Then finally, Becoming oceans and seas, Drowning, Within her own tears.  I’m going through a really tough time in life right now. I feel like I’m in battle with … Continue reading

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Glimmer of Hope in Dark Depths

Bismillah. I am at this point in my life, where things are beautiful, yet testing, and difficult. Have you ever worked really hard at something, put your 100% effort in, done your very best, and not just once, but attempted … Continue reading

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Ramadan Day 2-Broken

Bismillah. She has high blood pressure, and sleep apnea. Usually, I do my best not to bother her, but today I need her to be my Khadijah. I need her to console me, because today my heart is broken. I … Continue reading

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